December 2010
144 posts
As I come to I still feel you creeping in my skin It’s back I lie under the knife and start over again Cannot buy no vitamins
Make it a clean break Make it a fast cut Don’t wanna feel the ache Don’t wanna feel the rush
Just had the craziest deja vu. Holy fuck that was...
Anonymous asked: you are such an asshole & i wish you'd kill yourself. you offer me nothing cos you are a worthless boy.
Anonymous asked: die die die
Anonymous asked: stop being so dramatic
Fuck you
This is over. We’re over. I’m over.
Inhale and hold. Don’t you fucking dare exhale.
Well, that's aggravating
“Do you like to hurt?” “I do! I do!” “Then hurt me.”
Keep listening
You
Fuck
These are my feet. Fuck socks, fuck shoes, oh and...
Basically, I wish that you loved me.
I wish that you needed me.
I wish you couldn’t figure me out But you always wanna know what I was about I wish you’d hold my hand When I was upset I wish you’d never forget The look on my face when we first met
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile I wish the way that I dressed was your favorite kind of style
Anonymous asked: hang in there, you can live.
Dear self,
Go. Kill. Yourself.
You’ve been here 16 years too long and your heart is broken in the simplest means. You can’t just expect people to make you feel better, especially when you can’t do it yourself. You have to start seeing people for what they really are, for what they really can offer you. You’re on your own, bud. Drink yourself to death, cut your organs out.. Do...
Why the fuck am I still here?
Self medication and self mutilation.
And now I bid you farewell.
I wish that without me your heart would break I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake I wish that without me you couldn’t eat I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep Look, all I know is that you’re the nicest thing I’ve ever seen And I wish that we could see if we could be something Yeah I wish that we could see...
I don’t believe what you’re feeding me. That’s not really who you are. You’re lying to me. How come? Remember last spring? I do.
My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our...
Everything is crumbling down again
but I’m not gonna try to fight it anymore.
I have chills covering my entire body, a bottle of vodka ready to open, sleeping pills and a nice, sharp blade. Here we go.
I'm leaving
and I’m going far far away.
Don’t expect a response. Don’t expect a God damn word - you have no idea when it’s coming, but I guarantee you, it will fucking come.
I don’t even want to talk to you. You’re boring and I don’t like you.
I have decided
I’m just going to put on a “smile” and act like everything is ok. I’ll eventually fool myself. I’m sick of being shit on. If you’re a dick to me, expect it back, but 10x worse. It is officially fucking game time.
There's an art to holding hands
All bitches do is give me problems
I have a feeling you did that one on purpose.
Fucking sleezeball
Lol fuck you
Waking up at 1:30 in the morning angry is the worst. Jumping off a bridge bye.
you can call me kid cuddle
I don’t want to do this anymore. None of it. Once I get the slight feeling that maybe I’ll make it, it all comes crumbling down again. This can’t keep happening to me. Fuck birthdays, fuck average days. I’m out.
day 11- put your iPod on shuffle and write 10...
a boy brushed red living in black and white - underoath
portraits, dreams and memories - i killed the prom queen
your easy lovin’ aint pleasin’ nothin’ - mayer hawthorne
for far too long - all shall perish
pink rose - glassjaw
all that ive got - the used
photography - the starting line
careful - paramore
ready for the fight - for today
paris - yael naim
The fact that you’re ok and I’m not really kills me. Fuck this, fuck that and fuck you.
day 10- discuss your first love and first kiss
my first love is a big fucking mess. simply, it all started off really good. we were happy, we smiled, we felt each other and maybe even hooked on each other. but then we broke. actually, she broke. she left and i was empty. i had nobody and it killed my every fiber. but i guess all things come to an end, even without a reason. im content with the way things worked out, even if shes a psycho...
birthday boy??
coneyisland- asked: happy 16th birthday love, i hope you have a great day and a great year <3